cuddling.

okay.

i am talking to A. on the phone right now. which is nice. our conversation reminded me of perry mason and "passionate handholding" circa 7th or 8th grade. this was not my passionate handholding. though i definetly had passionate holdholding experiences - however - i do not believe that ever once referred to them as such.

this whole thing with A+J is so quite confusing. i am glad that i am not in a confusing situation. however - i wish that i was in a cute cuddling relationship. cuddling is the greatest thing ever. so that is good. well not for me - because i am not in a cute cuddling relationship - but it is good for people who are.